Salam... Very long time not update my blog....(^_^).

Try to find the best word to start this entry...hahaha...alrite...actually, I'm just finished everything..Means, 6 April 2012 are passed..The date I waited the most...Guess what?

Actually, this date was the last date i'm doing internship....I'm free now....(^_^)...Then, 30 April..finished my Industrial Training Presentation...Everything was okay...Alhamdulillah...

And then, thinking of my future career...Quite nervous to think what kind of job I'll do....Hurmmmm.....
FYI...I've attend a lot of interviews...one of the position was Chemistry Lecturer...wow...that's too much for me..hahaha...but...i just wanna try...that's the first...

Then...I try again...Food technologist..at one of the food company in Rawang...but, they prefer someone with experience..thats okay....hurmmmm

Then...one more, at Fonterra Brands...as Nutrition Exec...also need someone with experience....Then...another try at Flaming Steamboat...as Halal Exec...Finally, i got the offer...

Then, I decided to go..I plan to stay at my uncle's house and bring my vrroooommmm vrrooommmm....only that i have...hehehe....after that....something just came inside my mind....i feel afraid...i have to work for 10 hours...come back late at night riding my motorcycle was very risky....and...I decided to reject that offer....

Actually, I want to stay close to my family and parents...start from form 1 until the end of degree...about 11 years...i never feel stay at home...i stay at hostel....then...now the time i want to stay close to them...

Then, I decided to find part time work area Kuantan...and finally...I got....

Not very related to my course.... But I accept this work....

I join one of the advertising company....Do advertise the customer's product directly to people...to road show and meet a lot of people...challenging....but..this will help me to build confidence level...

Actually...yesterday was must training day...and today is my first day working....and the best thing I've learned today was confidence...and I got that confidence inside me now...

They may not offer me more for the starting, though I'm a fresh graduate...but, when I receive the commission today...i feel very happy...even though it is not too much...but..with my own efforts...this is what I got today...and...I will gain more tomorrow...:)...wish me luck...

Apology....if....

---- I want to apology to readers...whoever..if...u feel annoyed with my language...not because I hate Bahasa Melayu, then I write in English....No and never...Malay is my culture...and the culture running in my flesh through my blood...I speak Malay everyday...and of course the first word I learned was Malay words "Mak"...(^_^)...

Everyday I speak Malay, and that didn't give me an opportunities to talk English with peoples around me...My family didn't teach me talking in English...I learned everything in school...So...as everyone knew...English is an international language, so...We must know how to speak and write in English..otherwise..others will estimate you are not good enough...

---- The reason why I write in English in this blog...because...I wanna practice my English la...(^_^)...I'm not good enough la....I don't want others..especially who think that Malay is lower grade because Malay can't speak English...I wanna proved them...Malay can...everyone can...

--- Then, one of my problem is...I can write in English...but sometimes...I can't talk easily like i'm writing...(^_^)...I think I should build more confidence...As what Malay always said "Belasah jelah"...(^_^)...

----I love to be a Malay girl...and a Malaysian---Peace yoo!!----

Industrial training part 4...

So...today...29 Feb 12...4 years once huh? hehe...Nothing much on this date...still in Industrial training..but... I can see some changes here...inside of me...my supervisor...others too...They are very kind lately...Maybe because of I never delayed the work they gave me...I never complaint and protest... Maybe...The kindness that I mean are like:

"Hidayah, U can do ur own work today n tomorrow..coz i'm not in"...OMG...he never let me do my own work here, u know....I feel like...errr...is he okay?? hahaha...whatever...but...i am happy...at last...maybe I have proved that I can do any job he had given to me...

For the past few days, I went to another branch of this company...do sensory evaluation and QC test...he let me go there...:)...thank you so much...

I gained new experience when they want me to join sky lift training...and fyi...they ask me...no...they forced me to drive that "thing" with one of my friend...can u imagne...2 girls...driving sky lifter about 6 meter height??? OMG...ican't believe i do this...hahaha...but...great experience...:)

then...I joined traffic management meeting....great experience too...(^_^)..therefore....I and my friends will organize 2 training...one...food handling training...and another one...forklift training...wish us luck...(^_^)

Industrial training part 3...

Every day like nothing....Every day going to work like empty feeling...I'm not enjoying....definitely...I hate waking in the morning thinking I must go there...Hope my industrial training will end soon....Arrrrggghhh!! 3 months to go...

Then...suddenly something came crossing my mind...'Why don't you be independent?? Go and find what you want..Go for it..You can do it'...But...never do something that will embarrassing my University, myself, my race, my religion and my family... yeah!! Then, I ask another trainee to find a solution....

Then, I went to water treatment plant...Interviewed, observed, learned everything there..From the beginning to the end....Then, another day to Waste water treatment plant...Boiler house...They are very helpful...now...I realized..not all Chinese like that...some of them love sharing their knowledge...I very thanked to that guys...

Then...collect all the braveness inside me....I went to NPD lab...learned something there....Yehuuuuuu...and HE don't know....I am so happy...:)....At last...I make friends with a lot of peoples...There are very good....and I have good feeling now...:)...

To be continued...

Industrial training part 2...

Continuing from the first part....

So, where I stopped at last part?? Ooooo...I remembered then....Blurr feeling...and sometimes boring...sleepy...Urrrrr....The reasons all these feeling cames...I don't like what I am doing...FYI...These feeling stuck in my self about 1 month...1 month with worse feeling...can you imagine???

I remembered one day when I have nothing to do...all the job given is done..then, I do my own work which is my report...but...my supervisor scolded me...he said.."Don't do personal matters here, do company job"..My job was done...what I wanna do?? Just stared at him or others doing their work with sleepy face??? Or stared in front of the desktop with 'yellow' mind...Urrrrr!!..At least don't let me waste my time here...Let me do something to fill the time....I hate this feeling...I'm glad this is over when one day I received call from Health and Safety Exec..

This time, I was very happy...I can join safety observation team for their safety walk...great time...At least I am not stuck in the middle of production department at control room...Urrrrr!!..One of other trainee which is have done this job before me showed me the procedure and step...Then, I got it...simple...and I think I can do it by myself...:)...Just need to observed and ask workers at the place being audit and do the report....Then...these job are given to me...That's mean I take over these job with 2 other trainees as an safety observation team...but...I realized..I should learned everything inside these company....

Then, I wished to go to laboratory and find any stuff there for me to learn something...but..I must ask my supervisor approval....Mmmmmmm....Did he let me go there?? but...I must try...at least I try....FYI, he don't let me...Urrrr!! Why?? I wanna learned something there...At least 1 or 2 days....Then, I remembered Chinese trainee said that her supervisor let her joined QC lab for 2 weeks....But...why I can't?? Urrrr....very unfair..sometimes I feel like...maybe I am not Chinese...so...they won't let me learned....

To be continued....

Industrial training part 1...

The story begin....

The day before the 1st day, mixing feeling inside me...Excited, happy, worried, scared..Nervous..Everything mixed inside me...I feel this way because I will enter big company...and in my thought, this company must be great..and I must be a great person tooo....I'm trying...

Then, the 1st day came....

I came inside...the first thing happened, I was introduced about company and the department I had attached to by my supervisor...Then, I was told that I will enter Production department..n before entering..I should wash hands, sanitize hands, wear jumpsuit, and booties. Then, that was the 1st experience I had when entering the most critical hygiene area zone...

Then...my supervisor told me what were my jobs and tasks. And suddenly I feel so Blurr in a moment...I was surprised and can't captured all he said..I'm not doing the job as related to my course but health and safety...What the?? Errr...Blurrr...Don't understand at first...Then I remembered, what HR said to me...U will attached to Production under Health and Safety...mmmm....feel so down at my first day....Sighhh....

Otherwise, I am around by Chinese...and sometimes I can't understand their "Malay"..very difficult...haiiyaaa...and sometimes I feel like they hate me..maybe because I am Malay?? whatever.....So...the first and second week is my Blurrrrr week...

I will continued in part 2..see u...:)

p/s: sorry if my English not soooo nice to read...."sy budak br blaja"....

My course profile...

This is a story about myself. My name Hidayah. They often called me "Yaya". Did you think this name cute? Wait till you see me...(^_^)..Errr...just kidding...haha..Nothing much to say, actually I am boring right now..Wonder why I'm boring?? Then, the story begin...

I was hoping that I will finish my study soon, so I can work and have money of my own. Not because I hate study, it just because my brain already tired. 6 years taking Chemical Engineering In Food Technology..This course isn't simple..We should and must play with chemicals, the structure, the properties. Not just that, we learned basic engineering...Like Chemical Process Principle, Thermodynamics, and many more..Should I listed all here?? hehe...I wouldn't..I'm not finished yet...There's many more....Not just basic engineering that we learned, we also learned basic course..Like Entrepreneurship..Business Management..Innovation..Mandarin...and etc...Not too soon....The major course that I took was Food Technology...so...I learned more about food...everything...anything U wanna ask...but...Sometimes I must look for references...ngeee...:)..

BUT...many of them outside misunderstood about this course....When someone ask me...What course did u take?? I said..Food Tech...Then they Replied...ooo...i knew it..."masak-masak" eh?? what?? Can u ever think what to answer them?? arrghh...They don't know what we learned...we learned everything starting from the basic one to the complete one...begin from the cell and ending when you flush it away when u are in toilet (i hope u all understand...errrr)....But...i'm not blaming them if they don't know...its ok..i can explains...(^_^)...especially for makcik2....but...There's some type of person very annoying sometimes...i knew how to face them then....it's a secret...i won't tell yahhh..:P...hehee....

My story will continued...Assalamualaikumm....:)

Perangai sesetengah manusia......

what i wanna tell u today...is about certain attitudes of people around us....

FYI....every story below adalah himpunan dr story2 yg penah aku alami....it juz an opinion....luahan perasaan or pengajaran....no hurt feeling....peace no war....:)

FYI....i am a girl yg dibesarkn d kampung halaman yg damai tanpa hiruk pikuk desa n kebebasan yg ntah pape2....n i am very proud to be "budak kampung"...(^_^)....

tp aku pelik....ade yg malu ngaku asal dr kampung...konon2 low standard la kampung ni....but...for me....x kesah dr mane asal kt...proud to be that....proud to be MALAYSIAN...yeah!!....

FYI....biasa la dok kampung...x lari dari suasana org kampung yg amat amik berat antara jiran tetangga...x mcm yg dok banda...jiran sblh pn x kenal....mmm...yg amik berat 2 bagus la....kalo ade pertolongn...mmg cpt je dtg membantu...i2 yg bgs...tp ade jugak yg x bgs disebabkn perangai certain2 manusia....

contohnye.....suke mengumpat....suke sebar cite bukan2 or yg berbaur fitnah....n ade jugak yg suke bebenor jaga tepi kaen org...aissshhhh....

contohnye....kalo org kawen..mmg x de cite laen sebok nk tau hantaran bape la....budget bape la...bla bla bla....pas2 kalo hantaran cikit...siap kutuk2 lg...n plg x ley tahan...siap tlg jd melodi kpg plak 2...ish2....

aku pn terfikir...ape la mslh diorg ni....lantak la kalo hantaran cket ke....budget cket ke...2 kn hal die...maybe die ada sebab2 tersendiri....x boley ke just doakn mereka2 tuh bahagia smpai akhir hayat?? mmmmmmmmmm.....

pas2...bile ade org beli kereta baru...abes di jaja kenape org 2 beli kereta...pas2 kalo kene plak kereta yg di beli same ngn kete die...abes di makinye org 2....the problem is...lantak die la kn...die ade duit nk beli...n 1 more...kereta2 yg ada bkn nye direka khas utk korg kn...so...xpayah la membebel lak....aishhh....pelik2....

hah....ni pn 1 hal lg...kalo 2 famili berjiran masing2 ade anak dara...mule la di comparekn segala bende....yg mane cantik la...yg mane pandai la...yg mane rajin la...ade bf kaya...ada tunang milionnare...bla bla bla....rimas2....huh...

pas2 x kurang jugak yg suke ckp besa tinggi melangit....anak die cantik...pandai masak...itu ini...bla bla bla...tp habuk pn tarak....pelik2....perlu ke nk cerita semua 2 kt org?? dah la cite x btl....denga hari2 pn nk termuntah ijo denga....kalo btl mmg sume 2 ade...xyah cite kt org pn org dah boley tau....huh...

so...ni baru sikit nih....kalo nk huraikn sume....mmg smpai pagi esok x sudah2 lg...mmmmmm....

Moral of the story: jgn la jadi mcm org2 kat atas...akan memecah belahkn suasana yg aman damai....n wat org meluat teramat....

sekian...(^_^)

Scare to face the next stage of life??

Next stage of life?? ape yg bermain d fikiran anda?

next stage of life = means ape yg korg akan buat, akan jadi lepas ni...in future....

actually juz wanna share what i feel about my future....

future yg masih jauh ke depan..xnampak lg hala tuju ke mana....

tp perancangan 2 mmg ada....n perlu ada bg setiap manusia kot...mmm..lebey kurang mcm angan2 mat jenin jugak la...tp xsalah...sbb tiap sesuatu mesti bermula ngn angan2....juz jgn berangan atas pokok jerr...kang jatuh pokok plak....heeeeee....juz kiddin'.....

Now....life as students.....almost 6 years brhempas pulas belajar smpai akhirnya skrg da final year...Alhamdulillah....hope everything will be okay....

The NEXT stage = working of coz!!....da x larat nk blaja...da pecah pale da blaja...hehee.....

lepas ni kene carik kerja...pas2 kerja n kerja...kumpul duit plak...mmm...persoalannya...senang ke susah rezeki aku nk dpt keje nnti?? huhuhu...takut....

Insyaallah..rezki ade d mane2....bile da kerja...d 1st thing nk wat....nk kurangkn beban family aku...dsebabkn adik2 aku masih belajar lg....ley la aku tggung die cket2....

n pas2...aku nk kumpul aset @ harta...welll.....pompuan pn perlu kumpul aset sekarang ni....jgn harap kat laki korg je nnti....in future...kt xtau lg apa akan jd...so...be prepared....:)

aku nk beli kereta n rumah dulu.....thats the most important things....mmmm.....aku nak miliki sume 2 dengan hasil titik peluh aku sndiri...

the NEXT stage = married.....weehuuuuu!!! takut woooo.....

get married with someone that ALLAH gives u....have children after that....what a beautiful life...(^_^)....but marriage isn't simple....needs a lot of thing to considered....

what i'm dream of = have a happy family.....(^_^)

Having children with the spouse that ALLAH sent to me....what a beautiful life....cant wait for the moment i will become a mother...hahahaaa...(naluri ibu kuat la konon)

the NEXT stage = grow older with my soulmate....my husband....my children by my side.....

the NEXT stage = mati....hope akan mati dlm Iman...insyaallah....

the NEXT stage = hope to see everyone i love in heaven....(^_^)

mcm g2 la kehidupan kat dunia ni...yg akhirnya akan mati jugak....

~~THE END~~

aksi si kecik.....